My heart broken once again by a man to meek,
He will carry our story forever as a secret, undeniably weak
Left here I am to pick up the pieces I let stray, trudging on to fight yet another new day
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Quietly, carefully, with best intention in my head
Each night in slumber I beg for the truth to find me in my bed
Yearning for my heart to scream the answer
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Some days I wonder why I gave you holler,
but then I remember our first convo about you being a baller.
It all started with a simple hello,
then left me standing there with fluster and aglow.
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How can you say you love me, as you continue to be a yes man to her
Pleasuring yourself while watching me, on her horizon of Clear Blue
The emptiness of 'I miss you baby' slurs, while you wearily continue to try make one in hers
Feeling me up with your endless soul wrenching gaze, but staring in her eyes each and everyday
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