I cannot help but to find myself grinning
Especially when she sets her attitude to winning
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Confliction. The absolute essence of what we constantly feel, but not what we consciously acknowledge, but exactly what i am extremely aware of, but too scared too battle with. Being human is possibly the scariest thing a multi-cellular life form has to endure, yet the most rewarding.
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Irregular
My heart still pumps most irregular
It fills me with fear and reality
I live for the raised pump that flows through me
A feeling that no soul can relate
I live for the smile that's bound to me
And the memories that I safely create
For my beating heart is still irregular
As the feeling of joy still remains