jenni carter

I love you and I always will no matter what
I know this I can feel this in my gut
there is no doubt no maybe or but
I will never love another the way I love you
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by the time I was your age
I'd give anything
to fall in love truly was all I could think
that's when I met your mother
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I can’t keep pretending,
There will be a happy ending
To this story, when you don’t even see
Just how much you hurt me
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lue eyes, blond hair
easy-going attitude about life
living in a world with little care
going threw his problems and strife
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I thought that my leaving would rip you apart
break you down tear at your heart
leaving you bruised and shattered a mess on the floor
wishing that things could be the way it had been before
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You used to love me
it wasn't hard to see
every time I'd look into your eyes I'd see just how you felt
just hearing your voice would make my heart melt
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I never meant to feel anything more for you than that for a friend
but the moment I met you that mere idea I knew would come to a end
that does not mean I did not try my hardest to pretend
I did not feel anything at all and it worked for a little while
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When you left me everything was meaningless
I didn't see any reason at all
I just want to let my knees give out so I'd fall
on the ground and lay there crying with my eyes closed wanting nothing more than to be numb
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I lay on the floor a wreck a mess unable to move from this spot
my heart hammers loudly in my chest the only thing I am able to hear
theres nothing but emptiness surrounding me, I guess you forgot
my exsistance like everyone else its so hard to see clear
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