Reality is to scary to face. So I spend my time in his world. You think I'm with you but I'm gone to a different world. His darkness is calm like the night. His darkness hides all the truth. My screams cant be heard. My actions are misunderstood. His world is like a drug giving me a perfect high. His marks are evidence of how addicted I am. I have no were else to go ending up in his world. My tears are the words that nobody understands.
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An unstable mind.
One crazy day.
Lost in a world
Far from reality.
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Lonely child
in these school halls
hiding behind a sweater
her music's been taken away
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Coping with the pain.
Underneath everything.
Trapped in this cycle.
Twenty scars on each arm.
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Running blood down my arms.
Amazed by the relief that I receive.
Zaps are the feeling of every cut.
Overwhelmed with emotions.
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He left me...1.2.3.4.5 cuts.
You took him away...6.7.8.9.10.11.12 cuts.
Years passed...13.14.15.16.17.18.19.20 cuts.
Years of pain...21.22.23.24.25.26.27.28.29.30 cuts.
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