Don’t you wish the rain to wash away all fears
To blend with and dismiss all the tears
You wish the rain to calm all rage
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I feel outside
I feel the cold
under my almost bare feet
The tear doesn't run down my cheek
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You love me in front of my face
I hate you in front of yours
You hate me behind that mask
I love you behind mine
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There aint no key to my heart
Its locked up inside of me
The gateways to my soul are closed
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Day may make the light we see by
Night reflects who we are
Day may be of joy and wonder
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I spoke
Uttered things I never could
I let the silence be ended
I showed im not so different
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I wish that I could walk on water
I'd walk across the ocean blue
If only I could walk on water
I'd see so many places new.
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As I look out to the white grave
I wish to stay here all through the day
Peace and quiet and only me
Writting poems and stories for all of time
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Little person in the well
Why are you still here
Is life so hard to look at
You must linger here
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I seemed to be following u
Agreeing because of hatred
Then...
U think i cant hear u
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What if my life was just still
No having to think
No heart beating
No breathing
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dedicated to Michelle and Natalie
Why does mommy have to yell?
Why does she hit, when i have done nothing?
Why does she only try to make me cry...
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This is me
Slowly falling
Into the depths of Everything
I fall while
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They whisper in hushed tones
Outside the room
Pretending that I don't hear
Not every word enters clearly in the room,
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The strength I'm ssupposed to have
Melts away,
With my face
Tears fill my entire body
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Happy when in saddness,
Lonely but love being alone,
Crying but no one can see tears,
Sleeping but unable to sleep,
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Ello...Name's Jess...I'm...Well, i don't really know how to describe myself...I guess I'm crazy and i love reading comic books to get into a dreamland away from annoying old reality...I'm fairly anit-social...which is why i love the website...almost no one really knows me.....They just read what i (attempt to) write...)
Raining Blood
Don’t you wish the rain to wash away all fears
To blend with and dismiss all the tears
You wish the rain to calm all rage
To let you out of the emotional cage
You want peace to reign
Let all other thoughts fall away like rain
But when the rain doesn’t take all away
You wish the rain to not stay
When the rain is blood
It comes over you like a sudden flood
Fears come out to taught you
Tears come and attack too
Rage set free
Cage wont let you be
Reigning peace nonexistent
Rain now keeps happy thoughts distant
All things turn to blood red ash
Life no longer wearing a golden crown and sash
Means to me:
Well to me it means that the way the world seems can change because of one little thing.
In this case blood instead of rain falls from the sky.
February 2006