Joanne Muscat

I am here,
But I am elsewhere.

I see many people,
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How can I think of what to do tommorrow.
When I can hardly focus here right now?
Who knows what is to happen in the future
Assuming that at least I'm still around?
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Why is it like this
That I can't live?

Why do you betray me
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I close my eyes to see.

I shut my mouth to speak.
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Waiting and waiting and waiting...
for who?
for what?
for when?
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Inside myself I live,
But all alone.
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My heart is just the only thing left beating.
Besides it, all the rest has frozen,
just went still.
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My hand is still, I'm writing.

My foot is still, I'm walking.
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With eyes I cannot see.
With hands I cannot feel.
With ears I cannot hear.
With mouth I cannot say.
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God created the world for me to visit.
And I can never stop until I'm done.
He is my only guidance, my survival
And I 'm just like a shepherd in his path.
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