there's this feeling in me,
one that comes up from my feet..
it always has this fast contain'd beat...
not sure of its origin,
...
O' how I am here, just waiting to be with
just waiting to feel my loves lift.
My thoughts - breaking down
My heart- feeling so blue
...
someones banging on the door
sounds like something i've heard before
i sit here and wonder why they came
i wont go answer the door, what a shame
...
What ought to be is a happy me.
Yet l cannot seem to get that part out.
l wish l could,
therefore you would see,
...
The chalk...may have, washed
away-
but, the memory...will
always stay.
...
I feel
so tangled
my innards
want to come up and out,
...
lonely
just plain lonely
pictures have left me
to be still
...
As I step outside the air,
I can hear the whisper of lovers.
Rolling within a hide away,
...