my life is is not an easy task...
but one thing that i am is real so i'll never wear a mask...
i know that this feeling is just a grain of sand on the beach of time...
but i have to walk the line because this life is mine....
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its not easy to walk a mile in my shoes...
but i will never give up so therefor i will never lose...
but my mind is haunted by the demons of my past...
so maybe i should just let go and be free atlast...
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my lifestyle use to be an eye for an eye...
i sit back and watch these days go by
it seems like these walls get bigger and bigger
thats common so its not hard to figure
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i cant begin to tell you how gr8ful i am for 2day
im alive and well so what more can i say
i'd comlplain but who would listen
life is something that i will no longer be miss'n
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You are the one who made me feel the way i always wanted to feel
you made me feel better than i have ever felt
better than i imagined i could feel
it actually scared me
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It happens ONCE in a LIFETIME
and some never find the one who completes them
its ashame they are so blind
the LORD sends down an Angel
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Sometimes i look in the mirror and i dont know who i see,
the old me...NO
the new me!
But im at a constant battle
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Somebody help me...
im crying,
i think im dying,
but im trying...
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As i sit back and try to relax,
I think about all the old times ill never get back...
The only thing i ever lost and couldn't find was time,
So i let my thoughts marinate in my mind...
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