Ruination
I live the definition of insanity, am I truly insane
I lash out in anger and profanity, am I viewed with disdain
I care not of the resentment or shame
I seek not forgiveness nor blame
I want not exception or absolution
I go thru nothing short of an evolution
I travel on this journey alone as I must
I fear nothing for myself as I shed this outer crust
I face a hard truth it was ignored too long
I always knew it I tried to stay strong
I wore the mantle the mask the lie
I expected to wear them till the day I die
I will leave a trail of human wreckage and ruined lives
I will cut and slice the hearts in my life...using dull knives
I will one day sit atop my hollow and rotted throne
I will reign over all I've wrought broken and alone
I lost my grip it was just a small slip
I can't go back it's a one way trip