Jonathan Pendley

Jonathan Pendley Poems

This ill temper I have is making me mad
I blow up and I don’t know why
I wish for just a moment I could handle my anger right
I wish for just a moment I could love you right
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I met the girl of my dreams
I held her, I love her, but that wasn’t a dream
She made me feel so special inside
Now I feel like a failure inside
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I'm Sorry for everything,
I am sorry I screwed up,
Sorry I brought you into it by saying I didn't want to live,
I'm sorry for calling your friend an idiot
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I have this feeling deep down in side
I have this feeling that is so hard to hide
This feeling I have hurts me every day
Its feels that you are no one cares
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I cherish every moment with you
I worship the ground you walk on
I wonder why we will never work
I think of you every second of every day
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Why must it end like this
With all of out dreams thrown away
I wish you would grow up and see
That the one who really loves you is me
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Why did out relationship have to end?
Why couldn’t we just go on and be happy?
Why couldn’t we just get along?
Why did I have to mess up?
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Danielle I am sorry I messed up
I am sorry that I wasn’t what you wanted
I am sorry that we ended
I am sorry that I did most things wrong
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Jonathan Pendley Biography

I wrote most of my poems after my split up with my ex-wife, I write mostly in the hard times in my life and about the hard times in my life. If I write about it I went through it. I am 35 live in Albuquerque, NM. I started writing back in high school just never published them anywhere and would like to but cannot find those poems. I write every now and then and as I write I put them up here. I believe poems are a good way to express feelings, and I don't stick to the 'traditional' way of writing as one may call it. I believe poems are an expression of how one feels and how they should be written as such, I do have a style of writing that I like to keep standard on all of my poems but some poems just can't be written like other ones. Hope you like my poems please leave comments as to what you think. And if you haven't download my e-book.)

The Best Poem Of Jonathan Pendley

The Anger In Me

This ill temper I have is making me mad
I blow up and I don’t know why
I wish for just a moment I could handle my anger right
I wish for just a moment I could love you right
I wish my attitude would just go away
I wish my anger would stay at bay
This outlook I have on life needs to change
This outlook I have you needs to say the same
I love you deep down inside
I wish you would see
That you’re the only princess for me

The anger I have deep in side
Comes out when I least expect it
This anger I have in me should just go away
This anger I have is an annoyance
This anger I have has messed my life up
This anger I have is stupid
Anger you have messed up my marriage
Anger you have messed up my life
Anger you have destroyed who I am inside and out
Anger you are the devil
Anger you are all that is bad
This anger I have in me has made me fight
A fight that was not worth it

Anger you made me hit the wrong person
Anger you made me do the wrong things
Anger you are the feeling that I would never miss
Anger you have caused me so much sorrow
Anger you have caused nothing but grief.
Anger just go away

Jonathan Pendley Comments

Jonathan Pendley 04 September 2011

Well, me and Danielle have managed to work things out and are in a loving relationship.

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Gini Kaur 08 February 2008

I can very well relate to it my friend... once you find it's exit way.. do update... i hope it goes out of you and me too.... GK.

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