I can not be cruel,
not to you at least.
You are my one,
...
That confined space,
Be fitting for one's pet.
Why am I here?
I belong to no one,
...
How could I say no to you?
Can't you see that I love you,
too much?
...
Because this place is a lie,
no more than a delusion,
a dream,
a child's fantasy.
...
You must go on your own.
I can not leave this place,
for I will surely perish,
...
If i should die,
before i could tell you,
Then He will tell you.
...
I do not know,
Nor can I answer.
For I do not know myself enough,
...
This is my life story. It's just getting started so i don't have anything to put. The poem series will end this following weekend so read, read, read.)
Forbidden Love: Proclaimed Sadness (1)
I want you,
and yet,
I can not have you.
Why must I tear my soul,
every last fiber of my being,
over something,
I can not have?
Why must this be so?
7/7/08