jools England Poems

I could've had all I ever wanted
You would've stayed my friend
But I didn't want to bully
That's how our friendship did end
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I've lost all belief
I had in myself
The person I see in the mirror
is somebody else
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Written with a pen, sealed with a kiss
Are you my friend, please answer this...
Are we friends or are we not?
You told me once but I forgot!
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I cannot forgive you
for hurting me,
I cannot forgive you
for making me cry,
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I give my best, but still I fail
I run my fastest, but to no avail
There's always somebody who's
stronger, faster, better
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I saved my life,
but sold my soul,
I've broken down, cried
and lost control
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I woke up last night
with you on my mind
I tried to fall asleep again
to leave these thoughts behind
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this poem is still 'under construction', I just don't know how to express my feelings in a way that makes sense and sounds nice. If anyone's got any idea how to improve this poem, please write me. I'd be grateful for help.

Sometimes when I think of you
the memories make me smile
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I have nothing to lose
but my fear
And that is why
we're standing here
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I lost myself
on my escape from you
I've become somebody else
it shows in all that i do
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