Joshua Hillard Poems

I don't know what I can do,
This pain has an unbearable sensation,
It has me drinking every night,
Just to relieve this ghastly temptation,
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Two metaphors,
Half empty, half full,
But when the cup tips,
The half becomes null,
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Our two worlds collided,
It's how we gained our start,
But now we face a Big Bang,
As our worlds pull apart,
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Who was I ten years ago?
I count those days as each one passed,
I reflect on the mirror portraying my imagine,
I see where I am now, to where I was last
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So many secrets reaching out, blocking me,
For this I cannot find, the ending is not seen,
I begin a journey in a path, heart's beating,
Finished last,
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For this I do not say,
For I, no describe,
I bite a tongue so bloody,
For I, cannot lie.
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Could you be a man like me?
So heart-broken; swallowed fear,
Could you open up at any moment?
Given moment to shed a tear?
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So here we are again,
Befuddled on where we are,
This persistent, anomalistic pain,
A soul is stained; it's gone too far,
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I have seen too many dreams,
I envisioned a life behind the scenes,
Closed doors but the windows open,
Find an escape, with faith and hoping,
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Let's begin the hatred,
Fuel the fire for room to grow,
I'm expanding out of this new world,
An explicit scene too rude to show,
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