How can you say you love me
I’ve lied to you the same way I always do
This is all but a fantasy
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Making this work as though it seemed
Not realizing the lost countless memories
All the things that I could see
The holes in the hearts cut out of stone
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Kiss my lips and tell me itll be alright
So I don’t wake up and worry all night
To be in fear will cost me something dear.
Send these thoughts away so I can dream again someday
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lined up in a row, each is struck with not a care.
the silent thoughts pass by; so many.. so many words,
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oh, the life of a rose
a blossoming beauty.
Days have gone by,
yet the growing was still fresh,
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Out of all the things that I could see
Through all the pain and things you went through
You were just a trace of what I used to be
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i only have one life, i shoudlnt waste it
tears over you, shall not be shed anymore
for my age is somewhat of young
no longer do i want whats best for others
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Bitter Loneliness
How can you say you love me
I’ve lied to you the same way I always do
This is all but a fantasy
Losing sight of things one by one
Confusing lies through hate to deceit
With yet only a glimpse of hope, to see it fade into nothing
Why does it have to be
Its as simple as someone being able to change me
After pushing all you cared for away
Coming home to hear a loved one was closer to death every day
Their moans and groans of suffering
Penetrated through my mind
never forgetting the unforgettable words
take me home
screaming this insanity to echo in your ears
Left aside with a feeling burning through my veins
Something I couldn’t let go neither could I grasp
Falling a step farther away
How is it that things couldn’t stay the same
You’ll swear I had changed for the worse day after day
This bitter loneliness tore through my heart
Now you see why I tear things apart.