June FeirCruz Poems

You, existed only in my dreams
Or so, I thought
You take my breath away
You overwhelm me
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Do you know what it feels like to be in a state of perfection?
Being one with the universe?
Like a star being born?
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I know why you do not want me to love you
Because if I do not love you I wouldn't feel much.
Only desire and lust
I woudn't have the right to feel hurt nor betrayed.
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'Love is a reciprocal commodity'
'If love is not returned, then it has never started'
Why must we suffer then as though it was etched in stone?
If love is not reciprocated, then what is the point?
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If you think that I will sit back, relax and wait for your blows
You are cleary mistaken.
I am not your emotional punching bag!
I am not your spiritual punching bag!
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You have the right to question me:
Of my life, my loves, my hopes and dreams
Before you came into my life: Who was I?
Who I am now - with you?
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I didn't know that I am a great kisser
I didn't know that I have been kissing you in such a way
You have always dreamt it should be.
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Will I be able to pick up the pieces of my broken heart?
Will there be enough fragments to put it back together?
Will there be enough time to start all over again?
Will time be my friend?
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When I am your lady and your queen:
You place me on a high pedestal my nose bleeds from the height.
When you are not pleased:
You yank me down from the pedestal and I fall to the ground
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When you find yourself unglued
When you find yourself subdued
Think of the Angels' shoulders to lean unto.
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