as i grow older exactly what is it that i am continuing to gain from life
even if half my dreams came true for a whole month
i would not be happy
that is the type of person i am
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when i wait for you i am disappointed
when i make you wait i feel guilty
rip apart my chain
only then will i be able to see the beautiful field of grain
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tainted and pure the colors of my heart
the stained leaves of the tree have begun falling
i regret the necessary action
and find that being strong has worn me down
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