I love you, since the 1st day I saw you,
even before when I envisioned who you be...
Even if you are angry, I love you so much,
I love you enough, to try to empathize with your feelings...
...
It has been a long time,
since I began this story,
This life has been, a sordid glory
As I have aged. I've learned a few,
...
I awake from a barely mussed bed,
visions of activities dance thru my head,
I tread down the stair, so lightly I creep
I remember some days
...
It is cool, it is dusk
The air is still but alive with the night
...
I thought alot of days gone past
of things you've said,
of things you've asked,
I thought about how long it's been
...
Where have I gone
did I get here on my own
was i led, guided, cast...
I recognize everything around me
...
Am I crazy, am I a dreamer...
Am I old and grey, am I living vicariously....
Thru my own life, if I wish for...
Yesterday
...
I sit and try to think
of what I had in mind
when I was 17
and found you were inside...
...
I met this little rebel...
That's what she called herself...
She was caught in the middle of a battle with herself...
She thought to run away and hide...
...