I used to never belive in love
They said it was beautiful
Like and angel,
or a dove.
...
We lay under the stars
On this cool summer night
We lay on the cool grass
Looking blankly into the sky
...
I'm infected with this feeling
It boils in my blood
Empty apologies are sick of me
Stop with these petty lies
...
My eyes filled with tears
Tormented by these demons
You looked down on me for the last time
And threw me to the wolves
...
I walk alone on a dirty road
Scared and frightened of the unknown
I hold myself; for it is cold
I look around; I'm all alone.
...
Something inside me broke
Something inside me is lost
It makes me sick to my stomach;
It makes me want to chock.
...
You looked at me
and you wouldn't look away
Oh, so many things
I wanted to say.
...
I look into your beautiful eyes
It makes the world turn to darkness
I'm so captivated by your beauty
This sick pleasure enchants my body
...
The Pain Has Just Started
I used to never belive in love
They said it was beautiful
Like and angel,
or a dove.
But, oh
I remember them saying to me:
'You will be hurt;
that I shall guarentee.'
And yet I throw the lesson away
and I forget what they say.
Ten years from then,
I am as miserable
as I have ever been.
Drenched in blood and tears
for he is the symbol
of what I have feared.
I'm broken hearted,
but oh,
'The pain has just started.'