I try all the time to get you to see me
or glance at me
or think about me
I try all the time
...
I need to get away from life,
or hell,
which ever I'm living in now,
I need to get away from people,
...
So long we pretend to be angels,
we follow the rules
and do what were told,
we wouldnt dare break them
...
Should I believe am I held tightly
by a bond that has me rung?
Or is it not literally tied
and all thats to do is be one?
...
I really didnt see it coming,
neither did my heart,
I really thought all was well,
but times were turning hard,
...
Afterward my tears were running,
afterward my heart wasn't spared,
afterward friend's words were not comforting,
afterward I still really cared,
...
It would've been fine if you told me,
I would have been sad but not hurt,
If you wouldn't have waited,
I wouldn't have hated,
...
I want to get over it
but its really hard when
your the only one that really knows me
and now your with her
...
I want you so bad
to the point where my dreams are days with you
that will never happen
and I believe them
...