kayla fountain Poems

i miss looking in your brown eyes,
and saying i love you
but now i only wonder if the you still love me
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stumbling
words slurred
the shakes gone
but the memory still lives on
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walking away with my head down
wanting you to be here
willing to listening
if you wanna leave, leave then
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i felt like a tower tumbling to the ground
weakend by mistakes

no longer strong
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I got the respect
I am no longer afraid

I can not loose anything else
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I will not be blamed for who I love
I did not wake up and choose this
It took me long eough to except being different
and yet I'm left alone in a spinning world
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my nails scraping the surface
needing that drug
my worst fear, dying
dying without
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i spend my holiday thinking of you
wondering how your day went
but that no longer lingers in my head
i have not given up
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lingering words fill the crowd
their faces showing no emotion
blank stares
lost in a mind of thought
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All u have to do is love me
you have to trust me
and i can give more than you need
if u give me kisses
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