Kayla Ruiz Poems

waking up exhausted color drained out my face
everything looks the same but somethings out of place
the house is quiet but all the kids are here
going to met mom in her bedroom my emotions start to stear
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living in a place where love doesn't exist
filled with the madness expressed upon my wrists
voices talking in my head taunting me secretly
left to wounder on my own all i have is myself i am my own security
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influenced by others and their beliefs
striving to grow by my own struggling to find relief
brainwashed they are contaminating Americas young
anarchists revolutionized taking over singing to a new song
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our love that blossomed turned into another
turning both of us around now a father and a mother
our son will beautiful strong like no other
promise me one day well give him a brother
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feelings kept secret from words i cant exsplain
a beautiful creation my bloods flowing through your veins
time will pass and ill start to show
during the wait my untainted love will grow
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if you've done it your not human; your worth nothing
ill tell you strait up your f*cking disgusting
even our president thinks its ok
im speaking up for those who cant say
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as i take another dose of these drugs
i imagine that i am covered in bugs
i go to sleep in my bed and am found in an orchard
look at my disgraceful body thin and tor chard
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as feverish spokes grabs and chokes
lost in translation covered in cloaks
in a castle where i must wait and dwell
shutting all my hopes and dreams in a shell
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friend are friends forever
if they never leave each other
friends are friends forever
if they stick up for one another
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Ive never felt more lost in this life
i thought all the answers were in a gun or a knife
i could loose you in this life of mine
Ive never had the chance to shine
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