I Love You Dad Poem by Kayla Ruiz

waking up exhausted color drained out my face
everything looks the same but somethings out of place
the house is quiet but all the kids are here
going to met mom in her bedroom my emotions start to stear
in a direction i don't want them to go
my heart aches and sinks my eyes tear up... and so...
the pains unleashing from my eyes and screams they flow
the realization that he is gone now an ern of ashes
my tears full of pain and sorrow as memories come in flashes
daddy where did you go? why did this happen?
this pain is an unbearable stabbin
pleading with god to let me see you one last time
but that wont happen not even with me holding this pen in control of this rhyme
im sorry for all those times we fought
i take back all those awful things i said but i honestly never thought...
that your time was so short so out of anyone's control
one thing with out a dought i know the keeper of your soul
i know your happy now from pain you've been set free
gods got you now for all of eternity
so to wish for my own selfishness to steal you from your desired destination
but i wont even ask cause it would be an abomination
so stay with your father enjoy every second
but i cant say i wont be crying every minute