"The median height for a fatal fall is 4 stories, at 8 the chance of survivial is nearly zero"
The thought pounds in my head, over and over, as I pace the barren parking garage
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When I am gone, do not mourn me
Do not mourn me, for I do not deserve it
When I am gone, it will be my own fault
The mistakes I've made piled up, what was once a speck of dusk, the minuity of it a testament to my decency; now looms overhead, a tower signaling my chronic malignancy
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