Keiromi Nozomu

I have no claim to fame,
But except for these words,
So I use a penname,
'Cause they're not pretty words.
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What the hell's going on?
Everything's so hazy,
I feel so damn lazy,
I can't turn my mind back on.
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I should have done this,
I could have done that.
Would it have changed this?
I still wonder about that...
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She's stronger than she shows,
And she'll never let you know.
She hates pity and so she hides her tears,
Behind pretty eyes, who never cry
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He'd never call me pretty,
He just might say I'm ugly.
He says that we are friends,
And he's annoying to no end.
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Someday Maybe,
I'll find that one he.
He'll care for me,
Not who I pretend to be.
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Life is just one big hell-hole,
Where everybody slowly burns.
Until one stirs up trouble,
And ignites larger flames.
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Life is just one big hell-hole,
Where everybody slowly burns.
But soon one stirs up trouble,
No one ever learns.
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[4/22/08]

eyes begin watching
concerned and afraid
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I don’t know if I can explain it,
The way that everything about you,
Is magnified a hundredfold,
The way I can’t forget one single detail…
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I want to fit in,
Desperately so.
I want to fit in,
But I don't know how.
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Imagine this:
Screaming and tears,
Hurt feelings are clear,
Feeling so messed up inside.
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Someday maybe,
He will stand beside me.
He will be strong,
And he won't treat me wrong.
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I don't know him well,
Only time will tell.
If we're meant to be,
Together we'll see.
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I like you,
But I would never tell.
I like you,
Do you like me as well?
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I do not love my name,
Oh what a shame.
Brook is my name,
It doesn't show my pain.
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I don’t know him well,
Only time will tell,
If we’re meant to be,
Together we will see.
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I look below
Bleached cotton-candy blanket
Want to capture this moment (on paper)
Pull out a pen (that’s what I do)
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((8/27/07))
Bodies far apart,
Yet hearts refuse to part.
It’s getting hard to hold on,
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I sat down to write,
And it took me all night,
But there was something I needed to say,
Something I couldn’t put into words that day.
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