Kelly Lushi

Not knowing what to say
is what I fear right now.
Not knowing how you'll react,
Not knowing what you'll say back,
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A few years have passed since, you tried to destroy me.
But I was stronger than you thought.
Now it's my turn.
Oh! How the tables have turned.
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You went with no 'Good Bye! ',
So I'm guessing how I'm feeling now,
Is right on the line,
We seem to be drifting,
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I no longer suffer alone....
Nor in silence anymore....
It is unjust how man can cause
such pain in others alike....
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The cloud your in,
Inside your mind,
Of always wanting,
What you cant.
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The attacks you’ve made on my heart and soul have not succeeded,
Im stronger than you think.
You may think I am week as I weep when you leave
But im not afraid of your departure in my life
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There are some things that the mind and the heart can not process,
When they fight against each other for the right decision and path,
For you to take and walk until the next crossing arises.
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yesterday i got a text saying my friend had died,
she had only just had her birthday,
we had times that i will never forget,
she was the greatest person i had ever met.
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it is not my actions in which you are scared of,
or the words in which I speak,
but is the thoughts and feelings,
hidden beneath the exterior platform.
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You've tested my patients time after time,
Each more trying than the last,
The family you broke in two,
And left by the side of the road,
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how am i ment to deal,
listening to everyone,
never telling what,
with each one getting worse.
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They dropp me like a penny in the dirt,
as soon as there's something new in the air,
all i ever needed was for friends to be there,
i sit here and i realise now,
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1 step forward,
3 steps back,
The direction is,
What you lack,
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