kelly seago Poems

If i could go back into time
I would go back to that night
When I got the phone call to come to the hospital
I had a choice to go or stay
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Why is it so hard
I didn't mean anything to them
the streets, the drugs, the unprotected sex,
it was all just a game to them
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I never thought that I would need someone this bad.
Never thought it would be you.
Everytime you come to my mind
My body starts to feen
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Did you know that there was a time when I was pure and sweet.
Did you know that there was a time when I was mean and decieved.
Somewhere inbetween you came in and everything turned into a blurr.
I was no longer in control
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When we first met, I wouldn't give you a time or day.
I just thought you were like everyone else.
Until the day came that we actually sat down and talked and that was the day that you became my friend.
We became closer and closer
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How come your not here to comfort me in a time of need.
How come your not here to share the love that we have for each other.
Maybe because your so far away
or because you dont want to be here
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