kendra swan Poems

i seem happy but deep down i'm broken inside.
i don't try to show it because no ONE knows how i feel inside.
and i can't express the way i feel.
in some words i can like: lost, careless, and confused
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All i see in him is hope, fear, regret, and pain.
I caused him pain when i left.
He regrets causing me to leave,
But he hopes i will forgive him.
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emptiness. sadness. anger. betrayal.
these are the only four things i feel.
i've longed to have a hour with my family. just up.
siting. talking. laughing. no i cant crack now.
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i haven't seen him in a while.
AND yet he comes up to me at school and talks to me all
i can do is smile like a fool
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Six days of peaceful bliss,
In amazing Camp Aldersgate.
Sundays on Mondays are sweeter than a kiss,
Will put you in a coma induced state.
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Dalton, your as sweet as can be.
You take all the sadness away.
You wouldn't hurt me, as far as I can see.
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I walked down a endless black tunnel.
I gave up hope and I gave up looking.
I wasn't truly happy.
I wore fake smiles.
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I have to say one last thing before i go,
I still care.
I can't stop thinking bout you.
I worry bout you non stop.
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Your the reason i smile.
your the reason i laugh.
Your the reason i hurt.
Your the reason i cry.
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There i lie in the darkest corner of my mind.....
hoping wishing this was all a dream but its reality....
being made fun of for who u are is reality....
being judged is reality....
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