As I awake I look for you but dont see you,
I look out the window and see that the skies are no longer blue..
Oh how I miss you, your smile the very thing that could light up a dark room, now the doom has my very heart consumed, as if my heart was dragged under a broom...
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Six different brothers killed in six hours
At six different bars,
Just minutes before they were partying
Like rock stars...
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When listening to your voice
It seems like it calms the beast inside me.
Your voice always melts my heart and allows me to be me...
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Swelled puffy eyes,
Tear stained pillow,
Cheeks wet from tear drops running down my face.
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She was a dream trying to live life's big dream,
She was an angel with her wings spread wide walking on life's
shaky beam...
Her voice could light up a dark room,
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What would I be without all of you, I would be lost and broken as you all were not so long ago...I was told a long time ago that you reap what you sow...I was lost many years ago like a dime being hidden beneath the snow...
Each of you have truly made my life so much better i would be lost without you and wouldn't know what to do, I am so very thankful have gotten the chance to know you.
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Dad hasn't always been the best, but I believe I am better than the rest, Jayden I can recall you as a baby and me laying your head on my chest.. I remember thinking to myself what would my child grow up and be, and now that your nine I can truly see....
I just wanted the world to know how much i love you both so, I hate that we are apart after I fought so hard to get you close to me, it breaks my heart that Gabe is not there with you and neither is me..
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