why do i torture my self?
why don't i feel pain?
why don't i love?
why do i smile when i'm frowning inside?
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you're my light
you're my shoulder to cry on
you're the angel that helps me make my desicion
you're the one that didn't judge me when i hurt myself
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i scream when i see you with her
i scream when isee you without her
i scream at the slightest thought of you
i scream because i regret evrything i did with you
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