You said I looked beautiful,
but I knew I wasn't perfect.
You said I ought to let my nails grow out,
paint them a pretty color.
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I want you,
I want you so bad it kills me.
It gives me heartache by day,
and kills me slowly by night;
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Dreaming of this land,
where she's the star.
The smile she brings shines
as bright as the sun.
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The great revolution shall be on your big screen.
It will be everywhere,
yet nowhere at all,
and just as it is everywhere,
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I can smell you, but I cannot touch you.
I can hear you but I cannot see you.
At night when I lay my head on your chest,
I wonder if tomorrow will bring better things.
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Your smell, puts me at rest.
Your looks, don’t even escape my dreams.
You are always with me, as I wish to be with you.
You cared about me, and showed me love,
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I feel as if you are my only friend,
the only one that truly cares.
Then I wonder if you truly care,
because you don’t know my like everybody else..
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I have changed.
I am better now,
better than I was,
but in some cases,
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My heart began to beat faster.
I could feel it beating through my chest;
my chest began to hurt.
It was so hard to breath.
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