Though I know I will fail, I tried hard everyday
To sweep all your thoughts far away
And that remained impossible...
Finally, I realised you will be there in my life...
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Even before you came, my life wasn't perfect and it had holes,
But there had been no emptiness...
But after you came, my life was drained to emptiness...
Both the best gift & worst regret you gave to me were one and the same
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I often check your phone, your messages and mails...
I do not allow you to talk with a girl for a long time...
Sometimes I get angry for silly reasons just because I wanted to know how much patience you hold for me...
Even when I miss you for a day I say that I miss you badly because I wanted you to know that It is hard for me to survive if you leave me...
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When happy, your smile means..I ♥ u
When sad, your tears means..I ♥ u
When passionate your kiss means..I ♥ u
When angry your eyes means..I ♥ u
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Even in your busy days you find happiness in playing with me…
With your care, you made all my moments on those days beautiful
I saw the world with your eyes and that was the reason it remained glamorous
You made sure that I was enjoying my most enjoyable days
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I wished to spent a day fruitfully with you...
While you just wished to kill your time with me...
I chose to make you special by taking you to different places...
You chose not to be bored and so you came with me...
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I understood the sin I had committed,
I had loved you truly without the caution
that you might not be responsible for this.
And no way you should compulsorily feel about it.
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You said you liked to walk with me
So, every day I waited for you after the had classes ended…
You called me up when you didn't feel like coming to the college
So, I took lectures only on those days
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We played, ate, studied and went to a lot of places together...
I slept only after I made you to sleep comfortably...
I thought those minutes I shared with you will last forever...
I cared you like I cared my own...
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You speak, I listen; I touch, You react
You cry, I hug; I smile, you embrace
In all the way, you make me believe that
I am finally in the place where you are...
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