Why this happens to me,
I do not understand
Why this happens to me,
They don't give a damn
...
We have been here for years,
And now it’s time to go.
We all have our fears,
Like having to mow.
...
I begged them to stop,
They didn’t listen.
I begged them to help,
As one of them said, “Kiss ‘em.”
...
I wish you were here beside me
To help me sing this song
...
I was born in Australia, with my parents, one brother and two sisters. Unfortunaly, before was born, my sister, Erin, had died when my mother was 6 months along in her pregnacey. I have always felt like Erin is a piece of me. I usually like to be confident but behind my brave face, my heart is completely damaged and hurt for what had happened to my family. My mother calls me special as I remind her of our guardian angel, Erin Lousie. R.I.P)
Shadow-Kissed
Why this happens to me,
I do not understand
Why this happens to me,
They don't give a damn
Since the death of my sister,
A shadow hung over me
She followed in my heart,
But was never there beside me.
Some don't know,
Some don't care,
Some don't show,
How they really feel.
I always thought I could handle the pain,
But sometimes it was too much.
I would punch or bite myself,
Or wishing I was dead.
I would never actually do it,
But sometimes it feels.
Like tying a rope around my throat,
Was the most simplist thing.
My heart is in pain,
All day long,
For all of them I live,
A shadow-kissed life.