Love isn't just one emotion, love isn't singular
It's a nervous feeling in your stomach
It's a surpressed smile
It's happiness, it's fear
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I feel trapped by my emotion's
Tangled in them
Hate and love tieing me to the same people
Guilt and pride puling me in differnt direction's
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We face each over
Our back's too the world
We let no one in
And we only see each over
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Whilst I read I pause too think of a possible future of mine,
one with plenty of books
plenty of friend's who like's books
and a job that involves books
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I am too selfish to love anyone,
Way too self centered to even consider the possibility,
And the way you look at me,
With desire,
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