Here it is at one-oh-five.
The air is fresh...
And I'm alive.
Wanting more...
...
Do I care that you are hurting?
Did you ever care...
Period!
...
If it is not a craft you are going to master,
Much unlike a hobby done for sport!
Or something like a doodle done?
You ought not make attempts,
...
Realization.
There is 'something' honest,
And truthful about its presentation.
Somehow...
...
Even if you decided not to show up,
Or came late with another excuse to make...
What is going to happen,
Will occur with or without you.
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I've stopped attempting to find explanations,
For my thoughts.
Or, make someone feel less intimidated...
For the experiences I have,
...
So you changed some things around and called this new?
Yours?
To have others believe it too!
And you know this isn't true.
...
I can not...
And will not stop,
Or drop
My affair with love.
...
The truth of the matter is...
No one is going to tell it!
A society that has been fantasized,
Has flourished on deceit and lies.
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I got a Lionel train set for Christmas,
Many years ago.
I saw it.
And I watched my father and his brother,
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