It is wonderful to feel,
Blessed beyond depiction.
And a sadness as well...
To know those one knew,
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I may not have clock stopping beauty.
Or manners of a hip hop, pop or rock star.
Chocked full of hits at the top of the charts.
But...
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Sometimes I wish I could revisit my intentions.
And do a focus on my purpose,
With a prioritizing of my needs.
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Healing from a sustaining pain maintained...
To discover a conquering of it,
Is like being raised and propelled...
To another level of consciousness.
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A mind that remains stifled,
Will always be in conflict...
With one of growth.
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Your drift is Mister Thoughtdropper...
Is to plop a thinking process,
Inside my head!
While agitating with some pepper,
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I've learned to say what I mean.
And then to clear the air,
With frankincense and myrrh.
Keeping the atmosphere golden.
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'It can not get any worse than this! '
I've heard that expressed many times,
Over the years.
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I'm not apologizing for my comments or actions.
And I do not think it disrespectful to call them fools.
They solicited 'my' response.
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