You can not borrow from my time,
Infinitely.
Infinitely.
Infinitely...
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Who else can I blame for my horrors?
Willing victims are growing slim.
My ability to hide insecurities,
Is wearing thin.
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Having the best may mean,
Having less than someone else.
Or having more to digest!
Leaving many despondent,
...
Not as close to center.
And away from the spotlight,
On life's stage.
This becomes evident and noticed,
...
There seems to be one conversation,
That has no end.
A threat of fear.
And an escalation of defense...
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Extramarital this.
Extracurricular that.
Extra! Extra!
Have you heard who did who...
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I cried away the tears from my eyes.
Trying to minimize the hurt I felt inside.
I cried until my eyes had dripped and dried...
That night you walked out and said goodbye.
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People submerged in their own insecurities,
Have a constant need to speak of one's race.
Constantly!
And...
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Doing everything possible,
To defame those who are right.
Has left them surrounded in darkness.
And although the nights are peaceful...
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Beliefs aren't changed overnight,
Because of misdirection.
Beliefs are changed overnight,
When new ones are created.
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