I sit outside your door,
Waiting to see if you'll chase after me
Knowing you never will...
Is this love or is it comfort?
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For now I'll be what you want me to be
I'll be your twisted fantasy
Everything you want and need
Baby, you'll find it in me
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Nothing like the lyrics to your favorite song
To make you realize all the things you're doing wrong
Knowing I'm letting all the opportunities pass me by
When I could be taking my last breath and die
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Every time I exhale, I'm getting closer to death
I can see parts of my soul slowly leaving with my breath
I can see more of me fading away
Little by little each and everyday
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So many things need to be said
These thoughts I'd rather keep in my head
That one word used to come so easy to you
But now you refuse to say it, for it might not be true
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I cannot say what loves have come and gone;
They used to be the ones I relied on.
Time has gone by and so have they...
Maybe I'll see them again someday.
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Letting go is hard to do.
I feel like i need you,
To always be by my side...
Though now-a-days things are different
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1. He, who I would give my heart to,
Has broken it before he even took it.
To this day I think I hate him,
But deep inside I know I still love him.
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Writing is something I do for fun.
If you want, you can read some.
I write poems from my head,
When I’m on the train, walking or laying in bed.
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