You must be able to laugh and to cry,
Because if you cannot show emotion,
You shall never know why,
Life has meaning.
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To: Caleb James
No baby's voice to awaken me in the night...
No soft, warm body to hug and cherish tight...
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I never knew how special you were
Until you were far away
Now that we are separated
I miss you everyday.
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Please join me in this place where I cry alone-
Please find me and lend me your strength.
Because I need you!
I need you so very much...
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Many times I cried for you in the past,
For your pain and worries,
And the sadness that forever lasts.
We both have lived the same nightmare,
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My dreams were empty,
Expanding an aching heart,
Like a dark and raging storm,
I longed to make depart.
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I'm not crying about today,
I am crying about the past...
Which has swept my soul away.
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Love tender, yet forbidden,
Gentle desire, growing in your eyes
Alight with stormy passion
Aglow like starry skies.
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The things you hide
Behind the beautiful mask of your lies
Keep me trapped here; forgotten
Behind a thousand locked doors of our yesterday
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Sometimes I am lost in the horror movie of my life,
Wanting to wake up from the nightmare,
But I find it's impossible....
I have to let the terror play out
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