woke up screamin 'f*ck the world' today,
though i screamed it last night too,
my sunny days are now so gray,
but for years my skies were blue.
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picked at, pulled at, torn to pieces..
the invasion of privacy never ceases.
empty shell, hollowed out..
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you come and go like you don't belong,
every place fits so wrong,
gypsy lifestyle and mysterious eyes,
there's more to you than you imply,
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man... i dont trust her
better get away before the Lunesta
pills start kickin into her system
thats when she starts pickin her victims
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i thought it was real but i was obviously dreaming,
that i was alone in my bed quietly sleeping,
when my door came open & someone was sneaking,
into my room and they were creeping,
...
next to my bed
on the window sill
so while i sleep
i can feel it still
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roll the note up tightly
tap the card just lightly
you do the same thing nightly
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i float like a dead body,
'n' sting like a needle,
you wanna see it first hand?
then jus' step in my steeple.
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i try to gain weight
but somehow i keep it off
things start to taste
like the things im eatin' off
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