Feeling deeply
Stuck
Stalled
Not knowing where to turn
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All the time
Sitting here
Smiling
Reminscing
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Too many sizes
Too many types
Can't decide on what is right
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At a time I was sure
So sure of my passions, desires, feelings
Fantasized
Sure to imagine gracious, beautiful moments with you alongside
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Avoided this for such a long time
Writing down my feelings line by line
Avoiding thoughts and thinking for some time
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Happiness is having great friends just like you
There to light you up with smiles and hugs
Greetings of joy
There to comfort you and take you in when it seems there's no one else
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When I say I love you
I mean it with all my heart
Like a cookie loves milk
Like a pup loves to play
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Want a relationship which lasts
A true and strong bond
Understanding
Laughs
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Why do I do this to myself?
Gone way past waiting until the last minute
Gone way past days past due
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Moments of decision
are never really fleeting
They linger and stretch out
over hours, days, and months
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