Lilith Gblack

Close your eyes
and feel the smell of his skin
feel the touch of his hand all over your body
feel his lips touching yours
...

He was there, lying on his old bed
full of blood..
I took his hand,
his body was cold
...

Love me whith your heart, don't love me with your mind
Love me becouse you want it, don't love me becouse you need it
Touch me if you feel it...not if you thought it
You have everything with me and I have nothing to resist
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I can see the ink running through the blank pages of my notebook
I can see the words dancing in a sweet melody..
laughing and screaming in every page they jump
I see them making a river of tears
...

If only I had the courage to destroy myself
If only I could make everybody happy
Give my soul away
and remain heartless, breathless..soulless
...

A fine thread of hope
sent away from my mind
a constant thought
present from a long time...
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