Leaving the old me behind,
The new one awaits,
The time to be released,
Has come.
...
I am made of plasticine.
Unable to resist the
Temptation
...
if I had a beautiful face,
eyes that you could not break away from
or lips that you couldn't help but kiss,
I know I’d have nothing to worry about.
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It seems you like nothing I do,
you turn your nose up at my interests,
tell me that they're 'pointless'.
while I try to encourage you,
...
I've tried to like you,
But have never succeeded,
Now i have a reason to dislike you,
You're in the way.
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I want to be you,
I want to pick and choose,
To seek out and destroy.
Sick of waiting,
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What’s the good, of an amazing ten hour dream
When it can't become reality?
If the only way i can have you is in the depths of sleep,
I want to be summoned to an eternity of the subconscious,
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How low is it possible to sink?
Below the surface of smiles,
Past the warm grip of arms,
Through the rocks that indicate the bottom,
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I love you so completely,
But hate that it destroys every part of me.
If I could end this tormenting knowledge,
Would I?
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If I could sleep forever,
You would be my constant dream.
Only here can you exist
And be what it seems.
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