Lindsay erika

worrying away this natural presence,

undesired,
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so on this day,
i will sit here in tears
wishing you didnt break me
after all these years.
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the words roll off your tongue
like a raindropp down a windowsill
in a careless voice,
that made my heart beat still.
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I could write you a simple melody
of those misunderstood feelings that have appeared.
The ones that you took with your magic wand
and dangled into my stream.
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so please dont leave,
just stay tonight
let me be in love with you
into the sunlight.
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youve got the gift of persuasion.
and ive easily fallen under your spell.
that even when you whisper my name,
i know you're putting me through hell.
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These Horizons have not settled yet.
The mysteries of me and you,
Are no longer
in tune.
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we both know how this is going
this ending is nothing but prized
we cant handle this much longer
because its all too demonized.
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there are pieces of me
lying here in the dark
the ones that i found
left with your mark.
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id like to see the colors of your soul
to investigate them ever so closely
to absorb the thought process
and relocate where thoughts went wrong.
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you hide your dark soul behind these watered clouds
and whenever the sun peaks out, it tries to show you the way.
but your stubborn apprentice will not listen to its steady glow.
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Why don't you take a walk into the dark?
Go stand by yourself, alone.
Go linger in the shadows
of everything you've known.
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You want to know how I'm feeling.
Telling me you want to know more.
To give you everything,
or let you explore?
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I won't forget
the way you said I was yours.
The way you promised me eternal love.
No, I won't forget
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You're breaking me down,
like an old school beat.
I wish I could die,
in this angered heat.
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Maybe you were there.
And maybe you made me smile.
But moments have passed,
and you're no longer worth my while.
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Why didn’t you tell me from the start?
That all of this bullshit,
was not straight from the heart?
That you were just a lonely soul.
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Ever since you,
I haven't been myself.
My writings and scriptures,
are all in good health.
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