Lisa John

People love their dads
But why is it that i hate you
Do you even know my birthday
Do you even have a clue
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Its not enough that I love you
And its not enough that I care
And I can tell its not enough
By that distant stare you wear
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The sun rises in the morning,
And the sky bursts open with light.
I*ll just lie here mourning
As all hope is out of sight
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I just want to go home,
I want to go there
Where I was loved and cherished
To an extent I couldnt bare.
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Im Cold and Im broken
Im Shaking on the floor
Crying hysterically
I dont care I can’t take it anymore
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The racing thought, and the
Changing moods
The pain, and the cutting
It's not my fault, I don't choose
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It's no longer a mystery
As I know whats going on
Why I'd feel like the sun
Inside of me it shone
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I’m sorry I was born
I’m sorry I didn’t die
There and then when you gave birth to me
I’m sorry. You know why...
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Ashes to ashes
Dust to dust
I've died and come back
Only to fail and crash into dust
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Tell me why
I can’t let go
Tell me why
I love so
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I don’t know why I bother
I don’t know why I try
I don’t know why I love you
So please tell me why
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Youre forever drunk
I cant remember what you’re like when sober
Its April now dad you’ve been like this
Since October
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When I sit under willow
I just can't help but think
Does this tree have feelings
Does it weep when I blink
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I hates a myth a spirit
They say
But they havent met me
Who lives with him everyday
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I cling to any warmness
I cling to any hope
As I hve to constantly carry around
This cold-heavy winter cloak
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I got the phone call yesterday
It came as a real shock
As I was just doing my homework
Listening to that vexing tick tock
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Is life worth living?
If youre not here to

Cos I question the fact that
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Cupids arrows broken
So the love had flown away
It wasnt gonna last anyway
Well thats what you say
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Sadness creeps up on you
Like the coldness in the night,
But when it gets too cold,
Happiness is out of sight!
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Autumn leaves
Fall to the ground
Like baby horses
Prancing around
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