Liz Bitelove 2021

Do we hold onto the comforts and pleasures of this world. Events were told and were beginning to unfold for a future plan, but it didn't come without pain and heartbreak.. But I know this for sure and that I can testify of Gods faithfulness and His promises in my life.
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His Future coming will have no beginning or end. I will dwell in the house of the Lord all of the days of my life where Fellowship of the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit will be in all bodily Fullness.
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Just because I didn't get to sew that one stitch where troubles almost always seeped through. It didn't cause me to be a failure. It just shows my failed attempts to sew what couldn't be sewn. Betrayals over and over won't happen to me again.
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He walked on by. He didn't choose me. He gave me hope to believe. His lies and the deceit of not knowing true love. I had one maybe two. They gave me an insecure false hope in love. I wanted him to choose me over and over. Yet he is still not the one that I would chose today. If I was given a chance at love again and able to learn from my mistakes just then I would tell my younger self to learn to choose wisely and not let my ruminating thoughts of hopeless love dictate my life because true love doesn't exist in solely a man but in Jesus Himself. I hope she listens to me 10 years from now because she is far more worth than rubies and diamonds.
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I lost a good friend. I looked up to him and he encouraged, laughed with me and even prayed with me. He had a great impression but somewhere it took it's toll on him that I was not that but maybe a fantasy of his to love precariously through our friendship but the fantasy didn't last. I hoped you would still be my friend until the end. I thought I hated you but my love for you will never change. I don't love to just to love and have it ever. I will accept the fact we may never be together. I will hope that one day we can talk again but until then take care my dear friend. I love you.
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