lizzy smith Poems

I feel the beat
Die away
Beating faintly
Full of shame
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The hurt is here
It never ends
Its always been here
My only friend
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I will sew my lips so I cannot speak
I will sew my eyes so I cannot see
I will sew my throat so I cannot breathe
I will sew my brain so I cannot think
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I do not sleep
I do not cry
I do not eat
I do not hide
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Hydro's, zanax
Cymbalta, prozac

These pills I eat
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Pale and cold
Dead and white
My eyes blank
Stricken with fright
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the pain within me
never ends
never takes a break
never goes away
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ther is nothing left
but cold and hate
a blackend heart
a miserable fate
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internal maggots
eating my heart
I gouge at myself
to get them out
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feilds of black
I see in my mind
decaying trees
dark-lit skies
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