It takes courage to save a persons life
but sometimes
that person won’t use their own courage
for you…
...
its not easy for everyone to
feel joy…
…even though they wait and wait
but they know they won’t be able to face it
...
suicide attempt is what my conscious pushes me to do…
I can’t help it…
I don’t like it…
I have no idea what to do
...
anger is my worst enemy
that never goes away…
some days it takes a day off but
it still comes back because
...
Nobody is what I am,
But how can I be a nobody?
I can’t be a ‘nobody’…
But I don’t seem like an ‘anybody’ or a ‘somebody’
...
I am the queen of the hated
I am hated every way possible,
I am hated because I am ‘different’,
I hate people who are ‘different’,
...
I am a 14 year old girl who wants to commit suicide but I don't have the guts to... I don't have many friends, four to six or maybe not even that... I love to sing and my wish is to become a singer, I want to sing about people who live in fear, discrimination and people who lives under sevre racism. I am a proud supporter of same sex marriage. No I am not a lesbian but I don't mind calling myself as a bisexuall even though I am boy crazy. If I do become a singer and make millions of money I would give nine tenths of my income to the families and orphan children who live in poverty. My second dream is to be a make-up artist for celebrities all around the world and major photo shoots, I would like to be a model but only in Japan, yet again I would like to put my money towards to the poor. If I don't master these big dreams, I definitly want to be part of Unicef. Please support me how ever you can. Thank you!)
Courage
It takes courage to save a persons life
but sometimes
that person won’t use their own courage
for you…
and there is the other courage not to take back…