The day was long and my mind is weak
I lay here now, tired as I seek
I wanted to tell you how I feel
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I suppose I should be grateful
For having someone like you
Kind, thoughtful and passionate
You did the best that you could do
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I miss the way you look at me
In the beginning the world is so sweet and happy
Your eyes are heavy and warm and embracing
Each kiss is like a bit of honey tasting
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Here I am again
A little girl questioning life
Whether it's right
What should I fight?
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I may have misspoken
In fear, I held my tongue
I simply craved your presence
And wished you wouldn't run
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Little girl, look at you
So beautiful and strong
If I can give you golden wings I'd administer them through song
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Silver mist upon my back
Now I'm here I can't back track
Future is clouded by rain-bowed dreams
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Oh life
You wretched thing
If I were capable, with no hesitation
Out the window, you, I'd sling
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I dreamt of you last night
You were staring at me
A reflection of myself
Laid out simply
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Jealousy, like a despicable cur
Wound and bound itself deep within her
She told herself she could maintain its wrath
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I have but one purpose A mask, such am I For a silly little heart Who truly hates to lie And with no other means But to spill it all in this place I hope I entertain you While winning my own race)
Feign
The day was long and my mind is weak
I lay here now, tired as I seek
I wanted to tell you how I feel
But I really believe I was just sex appeal
I laugh at my own words but still
I suppose something about me gave you a thrill
Shattered in so many ways I've become dust
My heart is bitter, my limbs hindered with rust
What did I expect?
Such a blinded idiot am I
You are not me
Love does not burden your eye
I'll go through the motions and make it easy for you
While I weep dry tears for what I never really knew
I've lied to myself, so my heart is telling me
For how could I play with love but then remain free
I was burned, but I'll kiss the pain away
And leave you to feign love with a sweeter lady