Marissa Dunken

Hes the reason I keep staying strong,
Hes the one thats there for me when things go wrong.
Hes my shining star,
Hes the only guy that has my heart.
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I am like a dead flower.
I am like a dead brain that doesn't like life.
Going through its process of the everyday world like a breeze.
Putting a smile on to cover the pain.
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I walk through each day feeling torn.
I cant go back,
I cant go forward.
Im stuck in this pain.
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Im suffocating in this pain,
watching those tears come down like rain!
I expect you to come like a crazy wave,
splashing over your face.
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This dirt i breath,
cloggz every nick and crany of my happyness!
I inch this old rusty blade covered with blood to the soft patch of virgin skin!
I press as hard as I can,
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Each breath i take i realize my life is not wanted..

I try to shove this pain off with a smile.
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A locked door,
A rusty razor,
A towel stained with red,
A folded note on the floor,
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All the hate
And all the pain,
All the loss,
But wheres the gain?
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What is worthy of lies?
has a sense of hurt?
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Lets you know how it truely feels.
One the inside pain.
Very edge of the surface shows no fear.
Even if showing that Love is too much to ask.
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I believed once, that we all found love!
A spaceship capturing my once profound love,
and taking it from me!
They say one day Mr. Right will come along
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As you shoved me 6ft under,
I started to question why they are pushing me away?
Why didn't they bother to cover me with a blanket?
As I lay here cold and still.
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I open my eyes
and find you by my side.
How long can we hide?
We've spent every waking moment together.
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I'm blaming you pain.
Why do you have to cause so much racket?
Taking pieces from me.
Never returning them.
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My life is filled with hurt and pain!
I can never escape it!
Moving inch by inch.
Coming closer to the edge.
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I feel so unsure,
Can I take your hand?
Show you what you've never had before,
Close that door.
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Send me an angel,
To get through this mangled play.
The scenes repeating themselves,
over and over again in my head.
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I look in the mirror and see a sad girl.
A girl that has taken so much pain.
I also see someone who has flaws.
They stick out like a sore thumb.
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The rain that falls from the sky,
Sound like bullets killing millions.
Each rain dropp resembling a pain someone has felt.
The thunder sounding like bowling balls on heavans floor.
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