Poem Poem by Marissa Dunken

What is worthy of lies?
has a sense of hurt?

Makes you grab that blade, and press it hard against your skin! ? !
Intimidating you to throw your love out the window?

to make you loose everything dear to you? whats worth your tears? is it love? is it hurt? how about pain? all those tears that have fallen. are they worth pain?

are they worth tearing up ur heart n your soul?
are they worth seeing hate and pain in those dear to you?

is it to make them pay for the pain u have endoured? to have a childhood ripped from you? !

to see those kids happily walking with theior pareents and want to rip their happyness away. to make them suffer like you didi?

seeing those faces in your dreams and nightmares and have them moke you over and over again like a never ending bad movie?

umm.... ive felt that pain.. ive felt those eyes... ive felt that need.. and i wish i could ignore it

but i can't...i feel the need to just rip out my heart to be heartless....to make thou be worhy of lies...

so i a sk you one last favor.. rip this beating thing out of my chest and end the suffering